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Transcript of "Travels In Circles"

FloydWe have gathered here with Grandfather, our Creator, the ones who fly, the ones who crawl, the ones who swim, the ones who walk on four legs, ...
Floyd...and those beautiful spirits...those who have Fetal Alcohol Syndrome and Fetal Alcohol Related Conditions... who have come to Earth as volunteers to teach us what we need to heal in our communities.
FloydThis story was created ...
Floyd...to help you understand the health problems and behavior challenges...
Floyd...of your special child as he or she becomes an adult, brought on by the effects of alcohol on their brain.
FloydThe information in this story can help you become the best possible parent,
Floyd...and help your child be their best.
FloydToday I am going to tell you the story of a puffin known as Travels in Circles..At first glance, Travels in Circles didnít appear to be much different from the other young adults in the puffin colony. His black and white feathers were as shiny as the other puffins, but a bit more unkept at times..
FloydAs a young puffin, Travels in Circles was clumsy. He waddled when he walked and frequently fell over. The other birds often teased and chased him.
FloydAlthough he was fully grown, Travels in Circles still had not quite grasped the fundamentals of grooming, building a nest, or having a mate. Even though he was an adult he still lived with his mother and father.
FloydDespite his flaws, Travels in Circles was a cheery bird who loved to spend his time playing with the pebbles on the beach. His parents loved him very much and continued to care for their adult son.
FloydWhen other parents criticized or questioned them about this, Mother Puffin would simply smile and reply:
M PuffinHe is a gift the Creator gave to us for our old age.
FloydDeep down, however, Mother and Father Puffin were concerned. They wondered why their son was so absentmindedÖand why he so was unable to successfully perform even the simplest task, such as building a proper nest.
FloydEven with instruction, Travels in Circles' nests were never completed. He would lose track of what he was doing, becoming entranced by patterns in the rocks. Instead of a nest, he would end up constructing a star, a large circle, or an elaborate maze, whistling and chirping happily as he worked.
FloydIt was apparent to all that Travels in Circles behavior was certainly different than other adult puffins. What allowed him a measure of acceptance in the colony, however, ...
Floyd... was that he was fantastic at catching fish. And he was generous, to a fault, in sharing them, be it friend or foe. Travels in Circles was oblivious, fearless, and awkward. It was only through the grace of the Creator that he had survived chickhood..
Father PuffinOur son is certainly an odd and clumsy bird, I wonder what goes on in his mind.
Mother PuffinAlthough heís different, he really does seem to enjoy life. I think, however, that he gets lonely. After all, his brothers and sisters and cousins all have mates and chicks, but he doesnít..He knows that he should take on adult responsibilities, but he never seems to get started.
Father PuffinThatís because heís not organized and it appears that he has no real goals.
Mother PuffinI worry about who will take care of him when we are gone.
Father PuffinFortunately, for his sake, he is one of the best fish catchers in the colony. Because he shares with everyone, most of the colony members accept him and watch out for him.
Mother PuffinIíve noticed that even those our son should fear donít bother him. Maybe they sense our Creator sent him for a special purpose. Still, I wonder, what caused our son to have such different behavior?
Father PuffinIíve thought about the season of our sonís birth. The only unusual event of that season was the crate of cans and bottles that washed ashore...remember?
Mother PuffinHmmm, yes, I do recall the bottles that exploded after being in the sun. They had that odd tasting bubbly water in them.
Father PuffinYesÖthe odd water that made us dizzy and sick and caused us to run around in circles, just like our beloved son does.
Mother PuffinHave I ever told you what Orca said about that crate? She and Dolphin frequently eaves drop on the humans who ride those large cruise ships.
Mother PuffinShe said that the funny water is champagne and it contains alcohol. It is the alcohol that made us walk strangely and fall down.
Father Puffin(exclaiming) Hey, Travels in Circles walks funnyÖand as a chick, he often fellÖDo you think it was the alcohol that caused his problems?
Mother Puffin(sigh) ìI donít knowÖI just hope the Creator grants us a long life so we can watch over our precious son.
FloydAlas, Mother Puffin did not get her wish. The winter was long and cold and many older puffins did not survive. Travels in Circles' parents were among those who perished.
FloydFinding his loving parents clasped in each other's wings under the shimmering glow of the northern lights, the young puffin ...
Floyd... gently covered them with rocks, crying silent tears as he worked. As he placed the last rock upon their grave he whispered:
TravelsFarewell my dear parents. What will I do now, Grandfather? The winter is so cold and dark. What should I do?
FloydLonely, sad and scared, Travels in Circles waddled down to where the frozen sea met the rocks. He could hear the ice crack and groan as it shifted. He could see Beluga, Orca, and Seal swimming under the ice. Then, as if in concert, they rose up out of the sea to catch a breath of the cold Arctic air. As the large mammals slipped back under the water and headed south, ...
Floyd... Travels in Circles dove into the cold dark sea after them.
FloydIt was not the first time he had acted impulsively. It seemed to Travels in Circles that this was the start of a grand adventure and he gave no thought to the consequences of his behavior. The puffin followed the sea mammals until he lost sight of them when he became distracted by a school of herring swimming by. .
FloydTravels in Circles caught one and brought it to the surface intending to take it to the shore. Only then, did he realize, he could no longer see the shoreÖonly huge islands of ice. Travels in Circles pulled himself up onto one of the pieces of ice floating by..
TravelsI guess Iíll just eat my fish and take a nap here. Iíll look for home later.
FloydHe repeated his napping, diving, and fishing, and eating routine many times. One day when he returned to the surface to rest, he noticed the land looked different.
FloydGone were the familiar cliff and beach and, after floating for so many days, the puffin noticed that his familiar ice floe was nearly gone too.
FloydAs Travels in Circles rode his melting ice floe south, he thought of his mother and father, his home, and the pebbles he was so fond of.
FloydOnce in a while Dolphin, Beluga, and Orca visited him. After they left he realized he forgot to ask them if they knew where he was or how he could get home. One morning the puffin awoke to a big surprise. His ice floe had completely melted and he was now swimming in the warmest water he had ever felt..
FloydSquawking loudly in alarm, Travels in Circles turned to see that he was eye to eye with a very strange creature. The puffin tried swimming away from the creature but his body did not seem to move.The creature had a big round head, two eyes and many dangling arms.
Octopus(laughing) Calm down little bird. Iím not going to hurt you. Iím just an octopus out for my morning swim, looking for a bite to eat.
TravelsIím hungry too. Please, may I swim with you?
OctopusWhy yes, of course. Stay close and follow me.
FloydThe puffin followed the Octopus towards the shore.
FloydBut...as was often the case, Travels in Circles forgot what he was doing, distracted by a shiny, silvery object streaming bubbles. Swimming after it, the puffin was oblivious to Octopus' cries of caution.
FloydTravels in Circles followed the bright shape until it stopped by an odd looking boulder. He swam over and hopped on top of it. What he saw was astounding
FloydMany noisy metal containers with humans inside sped by on the cliff above. The only thing that puffin found familiar was the smell of food. He recognized the odor of fish. Excitedly he started off in search of a meal.
FloydWith one fearless dash he crossed the busy street, oblivious to the yelling people and loud sounds as he waddled past.
FloydFrantically, scurrying around giant human feet, the bird followed the scent of fish.
FloydBefore him was a banquet. Big fish, little fish, crabs, clams, oysters and mussels. His stomach growled with anticipation. Waddling as fast as he could, Travels in Circles made his way toward the feast. .
FloydJust as he lunged toward a scrumptious looking fish, he was grabbed from behind by a human hand.
Man(soft masculine voice) Hold still little bird. Iíve been trying to get you since I saw you down by the ferry dock. Whatever are you doing down here in the big city, hundreds of miles from where you belong?
FloydTravels in Circles squeezed his eyes tightly shut. He was faint with fear as he felt his heart beating so quickly he thought it would leap right out of his chest. He had heard tales of humans taking puffins away to unknown fates. Now, here he was, captured, far away from home, and in the hands of a human.
ManDonít worry, little one. There is a place right below here where Iíll take you. There you can get all of the fish you want. And you wonít be robbing the fish sellers blind. (chuckle)
FloydThe big warm hands placed the puffin into a box. Travels in Circles kept his eyes closed, squeezing them even tighter as the box started moving. After what seemed like forever, he heard a door bang and the sound of another voice. This voice was light and sweet, that of a young woman.
WomanGood morning Sam. What have you got for me today? (little muffled - distant)
ManYouíll never guess! Look. (little muffled)
FloydThe lid of the box flew open. Travels in Circles opened his eyes and looked up to see two sets of eyes looking back at him
Woman(surprised) Oh my goodness Sam! A Puffin!î Wherever did you find him? He looks so scared. Donít worry, little bird...weíll take good care of you here at the Aquarium.
Man(laughing) Thanks, Gina. I knew youíd help. I caught him down by the market just as he was getting ready to help himself to some fish at Peterís stall. Good thing I got him first. (Both voices laugh)
FloydTravels in Circles heard the laughter but was too scared to see any humor in his situation
WomanOkay little guy...letís get you in with the penguins. I hope you donít take escape lessons from those renegades.
FloydThe lid on the box closed again. When it reopened, Travels in Circles found himself in an enclosure with rocks and fish and a group of very large birds. The largest came up to him.
Penguin 1/Hey there buddy. What they snag you fer? Weíer the Doolin boys. Weíre planning a split out of here today. And you look like a likely fellow to join us.
TravelsBut...I just got here. What is this place? Wonít the Sam get me if I leave?
Penquin 2Ha, Ha, Ha, thatís a good one! (Smirk) We Doolin boys, we donít care. Weíre bustiní out in a few so...mate, stay close!
Penquin 3OK guys, duck! Here comes the jailer. Stay close to the door and when I give the signal, everybody out! (Sounds of loud foot steps and then a clatter of metal. Door opens)
FloydThe smallest Penguin signaled and the two other Penguins grabbed the puffin ...
Floyd... and ran out the door.
KeeperHey you guys! Get back here! Penguins are out again, Gina! Theyíre heading towards the Bay. Quick, call animal control!
FloydWithin minutes, the three Penguins and Travels in Circles were in the bay. The Doolin brothers laughed as they swam north. Travels in Circles could barely keep up.
Penguin 1Look buddy. We got you out. Now you owe us!
FloydTravels in Circles was very frightened. He had always wanted friends but this was not what he had in mind. He wished now that his mother and father were around to tell him what was the right or wrong thing to do
TravelsWhat do you want me to do?
Penguin 1You stand guard while we check out the boat, itís what we do for a living. Come on boys...letís go!
FloydThe Penguins climbed up onto the boat while Travels in Circles kept watch. The hungry puffin became distracted from his assignment, however, and dove down to catch a salmon
FloydWhen he returned to the surface he saw the three Penguins being chased off the boat and into a net held by the aquarium's keeper
TravelsWell, having friends like that wasn't much fun. Now, I guess I'd better go home. But, which way do I go. (tearful) I don't know where home is. Oh, no.
FloydThe Puffin cried as he swam in circles. A sea lion watching the confused bird, ate a salmon, burped politely behind one flipper, and than swam over to where Travels in Circles was now struggling to pull himself onto the shore.
Sea LionSon, what are you doing here?
FloydTravels in Circles told the Sea Lion the entire story of how he had gotten lost, caught, escaped, and now lost again..The Sea Lion listened closely to the Puffin's tale. When the bird had finished, Sea Lion grunted, nodded, and looked up into the tree over head.
Sea LionAh Ha! There you are! I thought I heard you. Well, come on, make yourself seen.
FloydA tiny black bat fluttered down from the tree and landed in front of them.
BatHello, Sea Lion. I didnít mean to eavesdrop, but, well, I was just hanging around. I think I know of a way we can help our lost friend. I know of a healer who lives deep in the forest and if you can help me, together we can help our new friend get to a safe place.
Sea LionOf course Iíll help. Letís go now while it is dark. Itís a much safer time for travel. Lead on little Bat!
FloydSliding back into the water, Sea Lion and Travels in Circles followed Bat. They swam up a canal, into a series of lakes, and out of the city until they reached a small stream. Sizing up the situation the sea lion said:
Sea LionTravels in Circles, I am too big to go up that stream. You must continue your journey with Bat. Iíll ask Grandfather, our Creator, to watch over you. Now go safely!
TravelsBut what do I do if I get hungry?
Sea LionLook into the water thereís fish in the stream.
Travels(exclaimed) My goodness! Look at them all. I never noticed.
FloydWith that the gentle Sea Lion turned and swam away.
FloydAfter snacking, the puffin and the Bat started again on their journey. It wasn't long until they spotted a glowing light through the trees and heard the sound of wings beating overhead
FloydIndeed, Eagle had heard the prayers Sea Lion had sent and had come to greet the bird and the bat. .As the odd trio traveled toward the healing circle, the glow grew brighter. When they reached the light of the healing circle, Coyote, who stood at the north of the circle, smiled and thanked the unselfish bat, and gestured for Travels in Circles to join him..
CoyoteWelcome dear Puffin. We have heard of your long journey from the north. Salmon, Orca, and others now sing songs of your journey. We know of the loss of your parents and of their concerns for you. We know why life has been hard for you. Come, come and meet Dr. Raven. He and his helpers are waiting.
FloydAs Coyote escorted Travels in Circles over to the group, Dr. Raven greeted them.
RavenPlease sit, dear Puffin. Weíre glad you came. I am here to tell you of the time before you were born, of the alcohol your mother drank, and of how, unknown to her, your father, or you, the alcohol affected your brain. Tonight I will have my helpers come to meet you, talk with you and teach you. We will help you make a plan for your life.
FloydDr. Raven and his team weighed and measured the puffinÖthey evaluated his language, reading, spelling, and math skills; and assessed his daily living skills. After several hours, Dr. Raven and the team members sat down with Travels in Circles to discuss what they had learned. The puffin, as had previously been believed, was affected by Fetal Alcohol Syndrome. When he was told of this diagnosis, Travels in Circles seemed relieved.
TravelsI have wondered all my life what was wrong with me. Now I know that these problems are not my fault. Now I donít have to feel so bad. Thank you for all your help.
RavenYou are welcome. Now, I would like to introduce you ...
Raven... to Misty Woodpecker. She will show you to your new home. Mistyís family has offered to help you get started. Please go to your new home with the Woodpeckers. All of us here in the forest will help you to have a healthy, happy life.
MistyDonít worry. We here in the forest now think of you as one of us. Weíll help you. .Why not come to the school with me tomorrow. Maybe you can help me teach the little ones to read, spell, and do math.
Travels(whisper) I am so ashamed. I never learned to read and do mathÖMisty, could I catch you a fish or make you a picture and in exchange you could try teaching me to read?
MistyI think thatís a wonderful plan. Letís talk about it more tomorrow.
FloydMisty said goodby and flew to her home high in a snag.
Travels(sigh) Well, time for sleep. I sure do like her. Maybe Iíll have a chance of having a true friend, not like those penguins who just got me in trouble. This is a nice place! Look at all of the lovely rocks covered with moss. I think theyíll make a nice bed. Good night moon and stars. Good night mother and father. Good night Misty. Good night Grandfather, our Creator. Thank you for bringing me to this place.
FloydWith his prayers said, the puffin fell fast asleep listening to the sound of the water running in the creek.
FloydThe sun was high in the sky the next morning when Misty returned to take Travels in Circles to school.
FloydThe woodpecker led the puffin to the clearing where Deer was holding class. Travels in Circles felt embarrassed until Misty pointed out other adult students.
TravelsWhat are they doing here?
MistyThey are animals with learning problems. Some of their difficulties were caused by their motherís drinking before birth, just as yours were. Some of these folks have other problems.
FloydThe puffin was shown to his desk. Lessons began. .The day raced by..When Travels in Circles asked a question, no one laughed, instead he got helpful answers. .
FloydAs the days and weeks passed his tutors helped him make up a schedule as to when to get up, chores he had to do, when to go to bed, and other aspects of his daily life.
FloydSoon Travels in Circles began to understand what letters and numbers meant.
FloydHe and Misty spent more time together. Misty helped him learn the difference between having a friend that cares rather than being taken advantage of, like the Penguin brothers had done
FloydDespite missing his parents and the other puffins, even the ones who had teased him, Travels in Circles was happy to be in his new home.
FloydThe Woodpecker family made him feel loved.
FloydTravels in Circles also learned that he had valuable gifts to offer. With his artistic talents he taught animals how to use pebble pictures to communicate.
FloydAll in all, through the structure and support given to him by his adopted family and new friends, life was very good for Travels in Circles. Still, one important part was missing.
TravelsOh, Grandfather, our Creator, give me the courage to tell Misty how I feel.
CoyoteHello, my friend. I have not talked to you since you first arrived, but I have watched your progress with interest, pride and joy..You fear that because you have Fetal Alcohol Syndrome you wonít be smart enough for someone to love..
Coyote(Bold voice) Nonsense! True love is from the heart and the soul. Misty Woodpecker knows of your heart and soul. She knows of your gentleness..Surely, a young puffin who can sail hundreds of miles, feed himself, survive the journey to our healing circle, and learn to readÖwell, surely that is a bird with strength and courage. Tell her of your heartÖlet nature do the rest. Good night, now. Remember my words. .
FloydEarly the next morning Misty Woodpecker returned to take Travels in Circles to school. With Coyote's words in his ears, Travels in Circles went to the clearing to meet Misty Woodpecker. Patting his wings with hers Travels in Circles smiled at Misty Woodpecker.
FloydMisty looked into Travels in Circlesí eyes and then down at the ground.
FloydThere on the ground, was a pebble picture of her su rrounded by the words, "I love you, Misty Woodpecker. Will you marry me?" Misty was very silent for a few moments. She thought of the years ahead, of how she would most likely be the one to provide the guidance and structure, the one to take care of the finances, the one who would be doing the planning.
FloydShe thought of his kindness, his courage, and of how hard he tried. Finally she thought of his heart and soul, not of his brain she knew was damaged by alcohol. Misty thought of all the gifts this special one had brought into her life and of more gifts to come..A smile appeared on her face.
MistyYes, my dear Travels in Circles, I will marry you.
FloydAnd so it came to pass. The years went by, some good, others hard. Much of what Misty had foreseen was true. Yet, through it all she would thank the creator for the special gift of her mate. .For he taught her about love, patience, and how every creature on this beautiful Earth has a purpose."
FloydAnd so it is with all of those born with FAS and FARC. Throughout their lives, our communities must offer these special souls structure, love, hope, and the same road to happiness we all seek.
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